I can't sugarcoat what I say
My tongue is heathen bloated and blunt
My words are like my teeth
Worn out, raspy, jagged and slant
I'm ugly awkward short faulty and naked
Too many flaws to hide
I don't know what to lie about
Or how to not confide
Standing under the blackest clouds
I feel the raw hate in the fog
Foaming at its mouth in the dark
Looming, a merciless black dog
I wear a necklace of dire grief
A grotesque unfortunate birth
I'm not where I realize I should be
This century here on earth
Nobody loves me really
Nobody really cares
Looking for warmth, in loneliness
Only hollow selfish stares
I don't know how the future will be
But I don't expect anything
It's the hapless hopeless lifeless dragging
Of a corpse for a miserable coffin
If in death it all ends
Then in death it'll be
I daresay I can't hold opinions
On anything I don't see
